Reminds me of my first anal with an older guy. I wasn't a virgin, but lied to him and said I was so that he would go slow because his penis was thicker than the 2 guys my age that I had previously been with.
First time I've been licked out was for like 30 mins. Meanwhile he asked after 10 minutes if I'd even enjoy it. I said no. I said no because I could not admit that this was one of the best feelings ever.